Today is the beginning

To whoever feels like reading this,

Today is the beginning. I am taking control of my life again and am going to commit myself for the rest of the summer to be healthy and try to lose weight. During freshman year, I let school and my social life come before my health. I didnt care. I chose food and tv over doing what I should be doing. Not going to lie, I HATE WORKING OUT. I ACTUALLY HATE IT. THE IDEA NAUSEATES ME.

But it is time. I am taking control of my life and going to try to work out, to put myself back on track. Who knows, maybe by the time school rolls around, I will like working out, or at least being a little active. Cuz to be honest, I hate it. As you can see from my past posts, that I am lazy. I forget to post. I forget to workout. Most times, I dont even think about it. Exercising has never been part of my routine, but I guess that it's time that I make it my routine.

So, here's to trying to get in shape.

Wish me luck.

Oh and if anyone has any cute workout gear ideas let me know. Right now, I hear spandex shorts are in. However, fat girls like me probs shouldnt be showing everything, so i might opt for the longer bike shorts.

Now, yes, I know this post isn't reflecting much self appreciation but maybe with time, I will accept my weight, and be comfortable in my own skin and not call myself "fat." But, I'm facing the facts, I kind of am.

Swimsuits scare me more than the idea of eating sushi!

Shine bright loves,